I have vivid and unusual dreams, when I remember them. Often, they play out like movies. If dreams can tell us anything about ourselves, then this dream journal should tell a lot about me! (Let's hope it doesn't just say I'm a crazy lady.)

Thursday, 11 September 2008

A Grandma's Unborn Visitor

I forgot to mention this earlier, but when I told my mom that we were naming this baby Cameron, she said it struck her as interesting because she had a dream a few days prior to me telling her that about a little boy who told her his name was Cameron. He had taken her hand and smiled up at her sweetly and that was all she could remember about the dream. Then a few days later I told her we were naming this baby Cameron.

So Connor may have visited me in a dream while I was pregnant with him, but apparently Cameron is visiting my mom who is 7,000 miles away instead! LOL!

Sunday, 7 September 2008

Family Reunion Including Souls From The Other Side

This was a strange dream I had a few nights ago and not all of it is clear to me in my memory, but I remember enough of it to share here.

I was getting my family ready for a family reunion that was also a birthday party for my paternal Grandma. (My grandma died in her 90s a couple of years ago.) She would be seeing my youngest four children (Cameron was here) for the first time. The kids were older, not fully grown yet, but about 5 years older than they are now.

My oldest daughter Victoria was not with us, and did not come to the reunion. I had to explain to my grandma why she wasn't there. My grandma did not seem as bothered by the news as I expected her to be.

Two other children who showed up and called me mommy. One was a boy and one was a girl. One was near about 19 years old and one was about 8 years old. The older one was the girl and the younger one was the boy. The girl was blonde and the boy was a redhead. I felt an instant connection to them and knew they were my children even though I couldn't explain how.

The reunion was enjoyable and I felt happy, though it was tinged with a touch of sadness due to Victoria not being a part of it.

I woke up about then.

Thinking back on the dream, I am reminded of a couple of things.

One, my grandmother's birthday was in September, and it is now September. I'll have to check the date of her birthday to see if I had the dream on the actual day.

Two, I have had two early miscarriages in the past - one a couple of months before I conceived Kayla and one a couple of months before I conceived Isabella. I do not know the genders of the two babies I lost, but I always felt the first was a girl and the second one was a boy.

Friday, 5 September 2008

The Fox

I had a very busy dreams last night with lots going on that I can't seem to remember, but one part of it is still clear in my memory. I was in someone's back garden where a barbecue was happening. My kids were there too. A fox showed up and walked up to me. The kids were very excited, and they all ran over to pet it even though I tried warning them away. It tolerated their petting, but never took its eyes off of me, as though it was there for just for me.